Mercy...

Psalm 119:145
I call with all my heart; answer me,Lord, and I will obey your decrees.

How often is this done
How often will my stony heart be one with my creator
Am I not like Judah and Israel in the book of Hosea...the 5th and 6th chapters?

Have never read the book of Hosea but I ask myself.....
Do I come unto the Lord with Cattle and Oxen and leave my heart and soul at home?
Do I love the Lord with all my heart and all my mind and all my soul?
Do I trust in His ways, His decrees, His Statutes and laws, testaments and Judgements?

My lying heart tells me I do but I do not.
Do I call out with all my heart? ..... This deceitful Heart of mine..Do I hide my little light not allowing it to shine?

Do I know YOUR Decrees Lord? Can I know YOUR decrees my God? Do I...... May I....?

How can I know them without you my father? The Son knows You, You glorify the Son, all who come to you must come through the Son that You know and are at One with....

I cannot even clearly remember what I read this morning from Your Holy Script. I cannot remember the first line of Psalm 119:145 or my fighter verse for the week.....

Mercy Lord... Have Mercy on Me... I'm just a saved sinner, a depraved wretch, your adopted child...

Mercy Lord.